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I wanted the everyday reassurance of being mutilated. The way a crippled deformed birth-defected disfigured girl can drive her car with the windows open and not care how the wind makes her hair look, that’s the kind of freedom I was after.

I was tired of staying a lower life form just because of my looks. Trading on them. Cheating. Never getting anything real accomplished, but getting the attention and recognition anyway. Trapped in a beauty ghetto is how I felt. Stereotyped. Robbed of my motivation.

In this way, Shane, we are very much brother and sister. This is the biggest mistake I could think would save me. I wanted to give up the idea that I had any control Shake things up. To be saved by chaos. To see if I could cope, I wanted to force myself to grow again. To explode my comfort zone.

The Countdown M-60 Tattoo

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 23, 2009, 2:14 AM






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I don't care what nobody says, no, I'm gonna be her lover

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Hey Guys!
Sorry, can't talk long.
I've got 10 minutes to get ready for work
;P

I swear, I'm not a flickr kid over dA!
I just cannot for the life of me get on here at work
(despite my desperate tries)

But I've got my tattoo pictures up!
I love love love love loveeee it!
Its so perfect & pretty (:
The ditch hurt like a bitch, but it was so worth it.

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Hopefully, these work!
(They'll at least take you somewhere close)
Thanks guys!
I miss you all & this place more than you know</3
I'm gone for now, but not dead!

&& Keep the Faith, Bugalugs!
xoxo (:
:la:

- yours truest of ly, mandieish alexandrialike bellesorta
the meth of crystal.


P.S. I FINALLY UPDATED FEATURES ; HAVE A LOOK.


features

The Louvre


We'll Take The Long Way Home
(because that way I can keep you longer)


A new day
(because this is exactly how I feel)


can't find the words
(because the clues are right in front of my blind eyes)


elfriede
(because those moments spent with him are treasured)


age.
(because family is family and her hands are losing grip)


mmm 9
(because that slight smirk is the best I can do)


winter memorie
(because white is just a shade and I need some color)


hexentanz
(because now that the fire's let loose, I can't contain)


QUICKload
(because I want to take my passion and make it happen)


Color me Pink
(because I've had the crayon in hand for a while)





artist feature



I'm doing two this time because I'm aware of two friends who're now on dA & should get some massive recognition. (:

:star:Amber1010:star:


Flying High


Soapy Ninjas


Linda


So here you have the moon..


Pink-ish

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:star:decembrial:star:


Zombie Smile


Serenity


I Must Be Dreaming


A Fire Inside


My Resting Place

enjoy, everyone!
they're two amazing girls (:


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  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: "Running Up That Hill" - Placebo
  • Reading: Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging
  • Watching: A Mad TV Clip in Comm Tech Class
  • Playing: With my new blackline lip rings
  • Eating: Pizza, soon,
  • Drinking: Water, soon. (exciting)

Devious Info

  • Interests: Body Modification, Photography, Pokemon & The Supernatural
  • Favourite movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Favourite band or musician: Kings of Leon, Regina Spektor and Tegan & Sara
  • Favourite artist: Deanna Stroud & Kurt Halsey
  • Favourite poet or writer: Angela Flowers & Chuck Palahniuk
  • Favourite photographer: Rooze
  • Favourite style of art: Vector
  • Wallpaper of choice: The Amazing Elepants (look it up)
  • Favourite game: Pokemon Snap
  • Favourite cartoon character: Snoopy
  • Personal Quote: I don't know if you'll happen again.
  • Tools of the Trade: My Panasonic Lumix

Comments


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Mood: Artistic ~icexcap101 4 days 1 hour ago
I LOVE UR USERNAME! nd ur photos r wayy epic too ^_^

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fermez la bouche!
thats soooo right! YOU RUN!
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~nachtegaeltje Nov 7, 2009, 2:44:30 PM
Great gallery!
:hug:

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Dorothea
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Mood: Adoration ~Alexmeadus Nov 6, 2009, 4:46:31 AM
Missus!!

The portraits that you had done with Undo Redo are absolutley amazing!

You should get into being in pictures just as much as you are taking them.

Mandie's a babeeeeee
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*chrizum Nov 5, 2009, 8:37:52 PM
thanks. hope you are doing well.
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~piratesquared Nov 1, 2009, 7:36:33 AM
(Very belated) thanks for the fave :)

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